It has been 4 months since you have been in heaven and i still miss you every day but the last few have been really tough. I no that you are happy and you are waiting on us on the other side but life is just not the same. I miss your smile i miss your laugh. I miss hearing you smarting off at mom bout cooking your breakfast. I miss the smell of bacon, I havent ate any since you have been gone,
I had to take Gordon to the ER daddy and it was like losing you all over again and of course i was the only one with him so i had to be strong and all i wanted to do is crawl in your lap and cry like a little girl
Thanksgiving is coming up way to soon. Will be the first of many holidays with out you here. I Know that im not the only one but i was your little girl. You were (and still are) my rock my foundation the thing that kept me from going off the deep end. and sometimes i feel like i am off the deep end and nobody cares.
Daddy I love you and Miss you with all my heart. Please watch over me and help me to stay grounded for Gordon and Olivia. Watch over all of us we miss you everyday Im just the weak one that shows my weakness
MY PAPA WAS A HARD WORKING MAN EVEN THO HE WAS IN BAD SHAPE. WE ALL LOVED HIM AND WE ALWAYS WILL. WHEN PAPA PASSED RIVER KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG. WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM
P.S. IF WASNT FOR PAPA BEING A KIND AND WONDERFUL MAN SOME PEOPLE WOULDNT BE OUR NEIGHBORS
Daddy always had a smile for everyone no matter how bad the pain was. He had the best attitude for an man in the shape he was in. Wheelchair or cructhes all the time but always had a ready smile and a loving welcome to anyone that would take the time to talk to him. He had the sweetest smile and a twinkle in his eye that always made me wonder what he had going on in that ornery head and that little chuckle of his was music to my ears. Always had time for his grandkids no matter what and loved to spend as much time with them as he could. He didnt love one grandkid more than the other but was around Gordon and Olivia the most since we stayed with him and he would always let Olivia play with his hair and play beauty shop with her. Gordon lost his best friend when we lost dad. He told me mom my best friend in the whole world is gone papa always took the time to talk to me when I was sad or in trouble he never yelled at me he just talked to me and thot me the lesson of what i had do. He asked me whos going to talk to me when nobody else has time for me?
